"How arrogant am I to think I can just bust out a trail marathon on a whim?!" "I can't even keep up with myself." "Who do I think I am? I'm not some special specimen." "I can't escape my own head." "Does this even count as running?" These were all recurring thoughts during a VERY unsuccessful solo attempt at a trail marathon virtual race just 3 days after my 30k virtual race. I could say that just about everything went wrong with this race attempt, but that wouldn't be accura